I can't stop thinking about how I'm not doing good enough, but I don't know if I genuinely feel that way or if I'm making myself feel that way to garner sympathy from others. I feel useless.
I am upset bez I m doing the job I don't like, I have been single, alone,.....
i asked my friend what he thought of me and the first two things out of his mouth were kind of upsetting and offended me on a level i really didn't think I'd be offended by. weve been friends for almost 10 years and the only positive thing he had to say was that I'm "Cool". reallys offended. and hurt.
Of now racist people are still here and the story of Sarah bartmen. And the fact that I will not be able to travel anywhere freely because I'm dark. I'm 13 and crying so much
I'm upset because I was rejected by my crush. I was told that she was 'flattered' by what I said but wasn't interested. I feel more dejected and embarrassed than upset. She now has a boyfriend and I'm super jealous. She's really pretty. I just don't feel attractive or good anymore. I can only fake smile for so long. I feel insecure and ugly. I just want to be erased or gone.
My boyfriend's father is an abusive prick who does everything in his power to keep the entire family locked in the house so he can just emotionally and mentally abuse them more to prove some stupid point and there's absolutely nothing I can do to help. We've been together for well over 2 years and I'm in love with him and I've been a part of his family for a long time but his father has never been great or supportive and now it's gone too far. and all I can do is sit around and cry and let my anxiety eat away at me.
My boyfriend and are in love, we have been together for almost a year. He used to not treat me right, lies and broken promises left right and centre. Now he is actually trying and we are getting better but his awful, narcisitic, ignorant, irrational, self centred parents pick on every little thing he does and are threatening to not support him when he goes to university despite them earning nearly 90K a year. They are rich, yet he never sees a single penny. His room is the smallest in the house, even smaller than the bathroom. His little sister is the favourite and gets everything she wants. His parents belittle him and make his life hell yet complain he takes them for granted. By proxy they are making my life a misery. My parents earn just enough to comfortably get by and yet they are going to support me. His parents are controlling and tell him he is awful when he has a cup in his room. They are pathetic, passive aggressive and petty. When he forgot to hand in a piece of homework at school his dad threw his glasses at him, told him he was tearing the family apart and stormed out. His mum then yelled at him for upsetting his dad. They set unreachable standards for him, nit pick everything he does. And yet they expect him to be greatful for ''everything they do'' which is nothing bar suppling a place to sleep and food which they don't even buy enough of during out of school time. They don't help him out with money whatsoever, yet they buy everything for his sister. He is already so stressed about his exams as he has a conditional to university. It is tearing me apart inside that the love and support of his parents is based on a conditional he will never meet. They are awful, awful people and a toxic influence on our lives that never ends. The stress has caused me sleepless nights and a racing heart. I have never hated before, never been a hateful person. But now I am filled with such bitterness and rage that I don't recognise myself anymore. It's constant.I just want out, I want these awful people to just go away. Sometimes, sounds awful on my part, but I just wish they'd die.
i'm upset because i can't stop being upset
I'm upset because my dad yelled that he was going to slap me across the face in a sainsburies and im upset because im embarrassed and im upset that my parents are mean and judgemental about everyone and im upset that my dad thinks he is better than everyone and feels the need to prove how much power he has over my family because he's insecure and im upset that i can't leave and im upset that im upset about it because my life isn't really bad at all and i get everything that i ask for and i'm upset because i dont really think i know what im feeling right now and i don't like it and i'm upset because i don't deserve to be upset and i feel like a fraud.
I watched a sad movie alone while my family went somewhere without me. I'm sad because I have to go to school tomorrow. I'm upset because I still haven't finished my homework. I'm upset because my family is sleeping and I am the only one awake. I am really upset because when I read about saddening stories of why people are upset, it makes me feel like a whiner and realize I shouldn't be complaining because at least there is still a lot to be happy about.