I hate being grounded when I do nothing.
the word upset doesn't make any sense, I mean, why can't we be 'downset'? It's ridiculous...
a guy i'm close to is upset and won't listen to me talk about being upset because i'm having a progesterone withdrawal as my period starts in 5 days and i feel selfish right now
i don't like how i look. i have thick thighs that i want to slim down so bad. and a belly that i want to flatten.
I got insulted by a guy I liked and some of his friends. It's so disappointing. It makes you lose faith. What sort of people exist in this world?
First thing I want to say is I really and honestly love her.
She is shying away but I think she's scared
She's my love and takes my breath away.
What do I do?
all my friends are sophomores but i'm not even in college at the moment. i'm a pathetic, nervous wreck who's done nothing with her life. half the time i'm physically ill and the other half of the time i'm mentally ill. on top of that today i have to babysit a bunch of kids and one of them outwardly hates me, so yayyy (not.). i just don't know what to do anymore, i'm so sick of being sad all the time and i have no one to talk to.
my mom found out I don't like my boyfriend because I like girls. She found out Sunday, and it's Wednesday almost and she has 100% shut me out. If I talk to her I receive glares and a hateful tone. I honestly want to just die, but I am hanging onto the hope that I can find a place to rent with some chums, soon... I have to break up with him... but he's nice. I'm his first girlfriend, too. I mean, we weren't meant to be obviously, after this year we are transferring to different colleges far away, anyway... He's going to be upset, and I don't want that. I'm upset because my mom hates me. I can't be happy. I've never done anything for myself. My depression is getting worse, and the only one who likes me is my dad who is never home anyway...
I used to cut myself and since I promised to a lot of people i wouldn't do it again I lasted 3 months without doing it....but last night my mom told me things that really hurt me bad and i did it again and now everyone is disappointed on me and i guess they will never trust me again and i don't know how to fix this i regret, my life sucks i hate being me omg i'm so stupid :(
i hate college, i hate going there every day, dont want to go back on monday WAAAAAAAAAA!