Just today I've been told that my boyfriend is cheating on me, a very close family member called me a ugly liar and I can't stop crying. :(
It's stupid but I had an iPad with a cracked screen (I'll call it iPad 3 because that's what it is) and so I got a new iPad (iPad 2 because that's what it is). So I'm working on moving onto my new iPad (2) and I'm deleting things from my old iPad (3) because my mom said I'm going to give it to my brother and I keep the 2 (we didn't know that the old one was a 3 and that the new one was a 2... they looked the same to us). So then my mom takes it to a guy to have the screen fixed and we learned that it's a three and it has a lot of storage space and it's a lot better, so I'm keeping the 3 and giving the 2 to my brother. But what I'm upset about is that I deleted the apps on my old iPad, ones that had lots of progress and ones I can't get back because stupid Apple has f*cking taken the f*cking apps off of it omg I hate it! And now those apps are f*cking lost FOREVER and I caN'T GET THEM BACK OMG THIS JUST MAKES ME REALLY MAD!! It's petty, and I don't spend my life on my iPad. But the time I spend on it I actually want to spend on it and get my progress on my apps up and I really liked those apps and now they're just f*cking lost forever I'm just really mad because I didn't even need to delete them at all, I could have kept them and now it's just so f*cking stupid.
Okay so basically im an intern at this summer camp its like a fun leadership job training program thing, and theres day camp and sleepaway camp and i was in day camp last week and i was witha specialist the week before so i havn gotten to do sleepaway camp, and so this week i was really expecting i would be assigned to it, BUT NO. every other f*cking intern has gotten to do sleepaway camp but me. and i HATE day camp so much, its actually so awful they have terrible meals and i have to wake up wayyyy early and make my own breakfast and walk for about 30 minutes all the way accross camp grounds and on thursday i have the miss the resident camp theme dinner and do a stupid awful cookout with my stupid awful day camp group!!! And im with counselors that are annoying and straight, I WANTED TO BE WITH CUTE LESBIAN BABES!!! HOW DO THEY EXPECT ME TO GET ANY P*SSY!!! I am so pissed i hate everyone i cant believe I am still stuck in day camp. And the worst part is i know they stuck me in day camp again because some b*tch who has never even seen me work with my group for longer than 10 minutes said "oh i dont think shes ready for resident camp" LIKE HONESTLY SHE CAN GO SUCK A D*CK. Im so so so pissed because shes so wrong im so good at this crap and its like im jsut being punished, and the WORST of ALL is that everyone i complain about it to just says "oh youre being negative, you should just accept the situation," and I KNOW theyre right but i cant help being pissed. Especially because theyre all getting the assignments they want and asked for, while i am getting BULLSH*T.
I broke up with my boyfriend and now he won't leave me alone. he keeps acting like he and I are still in a relationship and I wish he'd get the point that I don't want that
I dropped my IPod touch 5th Gen on the floor in my garage and it cracked!!! All of the bottom is cracked with little bits of glass coming out and theres a large crack all the way to the top. The onl undamaged aprt is the upper left corner. It looks terrible and I can hardly see the keyboard and whatever Im looking at the screen or even messages. I feel embarrassed to even have it in public but I cant afford to get it fixed...
i wish tumblr & twitter were easier to use :/
A few months ago I bought a $130 pair of jeans. They were expensive because they were stressed and had awesome worn out spots. I never buy clothes but these jeans were a treat to myself and I LOVED them.
Last week, the back seam ripped on the butt part so I brought it to a cleaners to fix, but I made it clear that I ONLY wanted the butt seam fixed, not the distressed parts - I WAS VERY CLEAR.
I got the pants back and didn't inspect them before paying and got charged $20 which is rediculous!
I inspected the jeans when I got home and discovered the tailor patched up EVERY DISTRESSED SPOT!
Now they look like crap and the drycleaner doesn't care, is being defensive and won't give me any compensation.
I've been upset for 2 days now to the point I can't sleep and feel an anger in my stomach that I just have to swallow down.
I just get home from my job at a summer camp (btw i have only had a 2 hr break in the past 24 hours, not to mention I was up until 1 am because of crying/puking/homesick campers) and my sister gets pissed at me because I told her i cant help her make my mom's bday dinner, and is like, oh you're so self absorbed you want to be treated like an adult but you're still a kid and you only care about yourself. anyway I feel terrible.
I met a couple of wonderful girls and one hasn't replied to me for three days now and I complimented the other one and she made clear she wasn't interested in a relationship with me which my friend had primed me up to ask her out the day before.
I have high expectations and a fear of failure. Because of this I just have to keep running... fast.
I wonder if it's taking away from what life is supposed to be. I love music and art and people. I'm crazy about this girl, but I've also neglected what used to be our relationship. I'm in search of colleges, taking tests, and spending nearly every other minute trying to get ahead of "the game". (and on top of all of this maintaining some form of a social life.)
Maybe I've become so consumed by this socially constructed idea of success that I've lost sight of what truly matters and, to a certain extent, I've had to pay the price.
Maybe I'm going in the right direction. "Opening doors for the future" as my mentors might suggest.
Alongside that, there are so many directions I could head and paths I could take and I'm afraid I won't get to take them all.
DO I LOVE WHAT I AM DOING OR NOT???
Maybe one of you guys can relate.