im not sure why I'm so upset. i am not feeling fully accepted by myself, i am not enough, i thought when i went to college i would accept myself more, but those self love issues remain. i am upset because i don't know how to fix that. i am upset because i sabotage my own relationships. i am upset because i cannot help my friends who need me. i am upset. i am upset because i do not get any alone time. i am upset.
I've been dating this guy and it's been really, really great and I really don't feel like it's one sided, he always seems to be happy and having a good time and we laugh with each other a lot. Today we were supposed to hang out, but he hasn't answered my texts and when I called him he ignored me (rang once and went to voicemail). I hate things like this, is it really so hard to just send me a text and tell me what's up?
I try hard, I compete in every meet, I never miss practice, I work to be my best, I never complain and my coach wants me off the team. He's said it to my face. I just don't understand. My friends don't, I don't, my parents don't. Some people think its because our opposite personalities (he is always miserable and I love to laugh) while others think that its because he is socially awkward and Im not, but he is 30+ years older than me... isn't an adult supposed to be responsible and able to deal with their problems. He holds me out of competitions, something I love to do, even though Im always in practice on the grind and never do anything out of line. I try to act respectable but Im beginning to think this problem won't go away. Its been 3 years and nothing is changing. He treats me different than the other kids too, for instance one kid is always injured but always races. It isn't because I am bad at the sport either, I am the #1 JV guy even though people tell me I should be on varsity. I don't know how to deal with it, I want to continue to do what I enjoy but nothing is changing
Broke up with my boyfriend impulsively. We've been talking about getting back together for about a week now. He said that he loves me and misses me. But just yesterday, he stopped talking to me and turned off his read receipts. He doesn't want to be bothered with me now. I don't know what happened.
I asked my friends if they were free than I see them all together and this is NOT the first time
Fat joke after fat joke after fat joke also all my friends stop inviting me like weve been friends for 4 years and one kid is just going to ruin that so today I say what happend and the laugh in my face so next time someone says a fat to me I will lose it
Life is like a meme
Its means nothing unless you feel it should
one of my best friend thinks i was tuching his gfs ass but we were just talking
all my friends wanna do is play xbox
for my whole life i've been fat and people are jerks so