the phone is so ************ slow. It drives me nuts. it is killing my nerves
Everyone ignores me for no reason. My closest 'friends' make plans in front of me and don't include me, and when they do, I'm just a burden.
I struggle to live by myself, to keep house with has, electricity and food, I often don't eat as cant afford to in a house with no hot water, heating or lights. I loose my ability to talk to people so spend large proportion of my time alone just watching a blank wall, I end up hurting myself just to feel emotion
I just want to go home. That's it. I just want to get the hell away from this goddamn school and all off its goddamn people for a few days. But I can't go home. Because home is 5,000 miles away, and I can't afford it. I'm stuck.
I don't want this school year to end. I'm infatuated with this one guy and I know we can never be together and it hurts so much. When this year is over, I'll probably never see him again...
I just hate myself for not talking to him and cause I look so horrid he's probably appalled whenever he sees me....
people change,i just lost my best friend who was my girlfriend,i tried to be good to her,but she do not want to have any conversation with me.i met her in 2005.it hurts bad.
I finally opened up to someone and it hurts and I just want to retreat back into my comfort zone but I don't want to leave her behind
My brother was attacked by 3 men and they did severe damage to his face but when he went to press charges since my brother had trouble with the cops before the cops took the criminals side and arrested my brother AFTER he was attacked! IM SO ANGRY.
So many people that don't know me hate me. For no reason other than me being attracted to other women. Why do I deserve to die because of who I love? Why do they think it's a choice? Why do they hate me? I try so hard just to be a good person, all I want to do is help people. I just go about my life and suddenly a religious person drops in on me and starts telling me that I need to accept Jesus or I'll burn in hell. Children are dying in Russia, we're persecuted and nobody seems to care. How can they be so heartless? Why would I choose this?
I'm have extreme self esteem issues and really wish I was normal and pretty and not such a little bitch about it. But I'm just an ugly human. I love people more than I love myself. I don't think I will love myself.